Giving Thanks in All Things
My story this morning: I don't have time to walk, I have a full day of important meetings, I need to get to work early.
Reality: The water pump on my car has been failing for about two weeks and I had been hoping to make it to payday (the 15th) updated to hoping to get to Friday so that I didn't need the car and could put it in the shop. In a stroke of Divine Order, today is payday and the water pump failed. I got the car to the garage and walked home. Coincidence? I live in a friendly universe that conspires to help me love myself.
When the mechanic called me this afternoon with the estimate of more than $500 (Chrysler connects the water pump to the timing belt) , I had a pity party. Perhaps some of you can relate maybe to the story: Why me? Why now. Why after all the money I had to put into my teeth the last two months and the roof on the cabin two weeks ago. I am a minister, don't you know I need the car for God's work? Why? Why?
Fortunately, I stopped short of inviting others to my party. As the belief "my car shouldn't break down now" flooded my mind I found another set of questions rising up:
- Is it true?
- Can you absolutely know that it's true?
- How do you react, what happens, when you believe that thought?
- Who would you be without the thought?
Deep breath and the sanity and peace are restored as I used
The Work of Byron Katie to question my belief that the car shouldn't break down. Afterward I got so much done, walked, did laundry and created a plan for getting to work tomorrow.
I found many reasons to be grateful as well:
- I had the opportunity to walk home which took 59 minutes and my goal is to walk an hour every day.
- I have the funds to pay for the repair.
- I was not far away from home when the failure occurred.
- I have prior satisfactory history with the mechanic.
- Got some housework done.
- Was able to complete paperwork from my brother's case worker
- Two friends stepped forward to give me a lift to work tomorrow.
- Another friend committed to taking me home after work
- Another friend called to see if I needed a hand or a loan
- The experience has been useful as a teaching opportunity
- Part of a larger demonstration of having my needs met this year.
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